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aquatics
I'm kind of happy I get to do the aquatics at therapy on Monday. I really hope it hurts less.
In the past few days I've broken down crying from pain about six times. It hurts so bad. I feel like total crap. The pain makes it hard to be happy, you know? And I feel bad that I can't be the usual "I love life!" me. But. It's so hard.
I feel totally emo for posting this.
emo
At least we know I'm not going to be cutting myself, since all of this is because of pain.
I just want it to be over. If surgery is what it takes...
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