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last night i had a few dreams, but one of them scared the crap out of me and broke my heart.

it was a very very short dream.

It was all in first person view so that made it all the more believeable.

this is how it went.

I woke up on the coutch exactly where I fell asleep, and then suddenly my phone starts ringing, so I look so see who it is, and it's Rebecca's house.

So i'm half asleep still but exited to talk to her, and then when I answer all groggy "HHeello?" Her mom is the one who called me.

So i'm like okay not Rebecca but whatever.

"Hi Kristy, how are you?"

normal enough right?

but the first thing she says back is "Rebecca, cant go on monday, but she's available on tuesday, Hope you don't mind."

I was in such shock that I couldn't answer her.

my mind was reeling.

The way I had been laying was that I put the phone under my head so that I could talk without having to get up.

I woke up almost crying, because the transition from dream to reality only seemed like the blink of an eye, it was seamless, a perfect transition.

so yeah I almost cried. talk2hand