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This entry is not part of the story arch but I feel the need to write it down.

I'm very upset. I just got a tiara today and I tried it on. It looked cute with the outfit I had, thus I thought I go to the avatar talk to be rated. I had no money for the avatar contest bit, so I figure why not.

I thought it looks good, kinda like an ice princess reincarnated bit. Not all princesses reincarnated has royalties when born again nor have any titles. I figure the tiara is good with my eyes and it fits with the white major/blue minor color scheme I was aiming for.

I went there and some of them hate it. I only had a high rating of 5/10 and the lowest a 3/10. They said the hoodie is not good and I threw them all togethor. They said Sheba is icky! I took off my hoodie to see if they change their ratings. I know I looks good without it and view from the behind. But the tiara is better viewed to the front, thus I didn't turn my back. They question wether or not I'm fullfilling the princess side and want me to get a dress.

I had enough. I'm too poor to by a dress or even a simple gray shirt. And if I bought a shirt, they would still hate it because those that fit my figure will make me look like a noob and the shirts that won't fit my figure is not good enough because it's not princess enough and they are supossed to be sexy.

I had looked at the other avatars they're giving 10/10 and notice that they all clash. even those that are 'sexy' are terrible. One had a red/white thing going on, but had a yellow boombox because he has a gold watch hanging off his belt. I gave him a 7/10 because that's the only thing wrong with the outfit. I believe it's because I'm new and haven't establish myself in their ranks. I don't clash items togethor and hoard donation items on my body. I like to show less skin if possible and be mysterious. If I have to show skin, I am already showing my back and my eyes are not seen.

The past few days I notice my grunny shirt is overlapping my flower wrist and took it off. I didn't get my hoodie because I didn't have enough money. Now I got it and I was given a tiara... I'll never show my skin or eyes in public if I can help it.