I cry
I’m sitting on the porch wind blowing through my hair the ducks are frolicking in the pond but I just can’t seem to care. Life goes on around me I don’t participate, I go through all the motions but what I really do is wait. I dream about the day that you’ll come home to me nothing else is important why can’t people see? I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to have fun, I don’t want to do a thing until all is said & done. They took you in the summer now fall is almost finished winter will be here very soon and then the year will have diminished. You have no idea how much I cry I never let you know It’s so hard out here without you but I’m not allowed to let it show. I must pretend all is fine everyone thinks all’s okay but what I never ever tell them is that I cry for you every day.
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