SENIOR GEEK
"It wasn't fair and it wasn't right! I must get out of this tonight!" Clapping was heard followed by a few hoots and hollars. I grinned and looked at the students. I really didn't expect this to happen! My grin instantly turned to a blush as the love of my life stepped up onto stage. He smiled down at me; his brown hair getting in the way of his gorgeous hazel eyes. I could get lost in those eyes... and did. That is, until I realized he had said my name a total of three times. I mentally kicked myself before answering.
"Sorry, yeah?" I said and stopped looking into his eyes. His smile vanished only to be replaced by a worried look.
"You okay Maddie?" I reistered my name and almost screamed in delight. He knew my name!!! But then I realized again that he had said my name a few times. It wasn't until he placed his hand on my forehead (might I add I got a strange chill run up my back) and clicked his tongue before putting his hand back down at his side. The spot on my forehead where he placed his hand gently, was tingling. I didn't want the tingle to stop but I heard him start talking. "Hmm... you don't feel hot."
My mood took a turn down WHAT!? lane when he said that until I finally realized he was talking about temperature. Talk about a real blonde moment and an idiotic one too! I cannot believe I was freezing up over this conversation!! I mean, I've seen him plenty of times and now when he finally tries to talk to me, now I decide to freeze up. Nice maddie. Smooth. People are SURE going to want to talk to us now! Especially when half of the school is watching! Curse Drama class. Curse myself. Curse this stupid play. While I'm at it, curse my dreams too!
"Umm... thank you?" I asked skeptically. He gave me a puzzeled look before laughing. Right. In. My. Face. I felt like pudding. I should be happy that he's finally talking to me but... I don't. Stupid hormones. You swoon all over him since fourth grade and now you take a break on me? Your the reason I'm freezing up. Stupid me. I hate me. I loath me. Greatly. "I'm fine. Just a little out of it." I mumbled when he stopped laughing and gave me a worried look. "I'm going to sit down now..." My feet tried moving but felt like sand. And not the soft dry sand. No, the wet and lumpy sand. Both of them moved. They moved all right. Right over the side of the stage. Where I fell. To my doom.
The whole entire auditorium errupted into laughter. I could feel a blush creeping on and I tried to beat it down, but within a matter of seconds, my whole face was red. Cassie rushed over, grabbed my arms, and pulled me up. I could see that she really didn't want to help me what with the constant laughing and the probable labeling, she really didn't want to be me let alone see me. Heck, I didn't even want to be me! Yeah, it was that bad.
Everybody was still laughing. Even when we both rushed out of there. I looked back one last time to see Bryan (My long time crush) looking at me with a bright red face and his mouth open. He was probably laughing as the big doors closed shut. I still heard the noise. It was horrible.
"Gee, thanks Cassie. Thanks a lot for making me sign up for Drama club! Thanks a lot!" A door opened up but it was too late. I face planted a door. Laughter. Again.
"KYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...!!" I sat up quickly; my whole body felt sticky against my satin sheets. I panted before looking around and hearing the song Behind Closed Doors by Rise Against. My eyes quickly darted to my alarm clock to see that it read 6:28. "Argh!! it was all just a stupid, stupid, stupid dream! Thank god." Until i realized what time it was. "KYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...!!" My feet bounded across the floor to all of my stuff. I can't believe it! I woke up late!! I was going to be late for school!!
Hi, My name is Maddelyne Pearl Stark. And NO I am NOT related to the ever-so-made-up Tony Stark. I live in a regular two story house, with a brother, Mom, Dad, and two dogs. This is my first day of school. My first day of being a Senior. And you know what? I was still a total geek. Yeah, Senior year's going to be a blast!!! *All sarcasm intended*
Okay, that was the first story, now here's the second!!
FORGOTTEN FOREVER?
The door was closing and I was more than yard away. I couldn't scream out for help, couldn't shreik in fear, couldn't even go faster than I slow walk. I was in a dark corridor and had no idea how I had gotten there. Where was I? This isn't home! Where's home? Where is everybody? My own thoughts seemed to drown me in forgotten shadows. My feelings were forgotten. My soul was forgotten. My entire being was forgotten. In other words, I was forgotten. All I could see was a black corridor. This wasn't right. I should have been somewhere else. Nobody should get this fate and yet, somebody had too. I was thinking nonesense as I tried to run but could only walk slowly. Like one of those scary nightmares where your running so increasingly slow while the monster seems to get your speed and an adrenalin rush. So in the end, right before the monster catches you, you wake up. It was kind of like one of those only nobody was chasing me. As far as I could tell at least.
The light was fading from the doorway. It seemed like my life. Always too late for important things. Things that are essential. Look where it put me. It was like trying to catch air with your hands. Impossible. That was how I felt. Like everything I tried to get was impossible. Love, life, happiness, friendship, relationship, gone. All of it. Gone. Everything was gone. All that was left was a feeling in the pit of my stomach that never seemed to go away. It would subside, but never go away. This feeling... it was a feeling of... dread.
Knowing that I would never get anything. I would give and give but never be able to recieve. Even for my own sake. It was meaningless in my eyes to reach for something and yet, knowing that you would never get it. It wasn't right, it wasn't fair. Did I really deserve this? Does anybody really deserve this? Things pop into my head-bad things-all of the time. I don't like it but... I can't really do anything now can I?
I'm two feet away and about to reach the door when it closes. Just like everything else. They just close. Never to be opened up again. At least, by me. To others, it's always the same exact thing. One door closes and another opens. But for me, it's one door closes, they all close and if your not behind that door, you'r out of luck. And will be, for eternity.
That was my life. My life sucks. I can't do anything about it though. I've been cursed. My whole life is cursed. My whole being is cursed. Everything leaves me here. I was drowning in nothing, yet everything. It's all gone, except for dread. I never really had friends, they all thought that I was a total freak. I never really had a family. My Mom and Dad never loved me. I was just a mistake. My whole life, a mistake. A mishap. They never wanted me and I never deserved them.
My sister died in a coma. She never woke up. My two brothers left for college. One hated me and the other doesn't even know I exist. I'm sure my sister would hate me too. Heck, my cat commited suicide! My cat doesn't even like me! After I saved his life too! I bet they're all laughing at me. Right at this very second. I can almost hear theire voices. Sour and full of entertainment. It was like I was there sort of entertainment. Like I was just there to entertain. That was the only door opened and I unwillingly moved.
No matter how many times I told my scarred feet to stop, they kept walking. My life flashed before my eyes. All of the tears, the happiness that I was finally gone, the madness. My mother wanted to kill herself. She was on the brink of madness. That is how wrtched I am. I guess I deserve this fate. Me, Kat Chelsa Singer, deserves this feeling. Dread and now despair. My feet, about to step through the darkened door, when another door opened. I blinked as the corridor filled up with... light?
My eyes watered as this new thing filled up everything. Everything look totally different. What was it?
AAAAAAANNNNNNDDDDDDD.... THAT'S THE SECOND! See? I told you it had more meaning!! I thought that it was pretty good but arn't authors supposed to hate there work and if they do, it's good? Weird... than my first story is better than my second... physics. Stupid, stupid physics!! biggrin
