Life's once more come to a hault, or pause or simply taking things slow.
I've not been on here much lately, because during this summer, a lot has happened.
To explain: Earlier this year, around springtime, I was incredibly bored. While I did live and all of that, it nearly seemed as if I was stomping around in the same place. I just simply couldn't, as it seemed then, move forward.
I'm 26, had just gotten my first FIRM employment and was rather bored actually with life as it was back then. So what do a person do when he or she is bored? 'S right, she's longing for a challange, something to happen that makes you actually think and use the supposed brain you have.
My longing was answered by something (I ain't believing in god, heaven or hell etc, just in something). And a lot DID happen.
I nearly lost my work (Cause I was one of the last to get in, and therefor one of the "first" to get booted in case it was needed) due cutbacks "because of the economy crisis the world is in" was the excuse...BUT! I didn't. The administrations at work managed to come up with a way for us to keep work and so on. A majour relief. So now I'm safe-ish once more for at hopefully 2-3 years forward. At least this is the shorter and a lot more simpliefied version of that part of the summer.
As if I had to worry about work wasn't enough,a lot of things came to light within my family, though in the end all of these things has made us a LOT stronger as a family, and not simply the co-existance it had been in before...True, a lot ain't fixed still...but most of things are and the worst danger is actually dealt with. (and no, I won't go into more details than that, it was a rough part, and I'm glad it's calmed down. )
But...a few good things has happened. I've always claimed that when I've gotten firm employment and been working nearly a year (enough to feel safe-ish at least) I would be moving out if my personal economical situation allowed it...and now....now it's actually happening!! I love my family to bits, and how close we've come this summer, but I'm itching to try my own wings. To really LIVE. To worry about economy, to worry 'bout bills, and simply not have to worry if I would wake anyone up if I decided that I wanted coffee or watch a movie 1 AM in the morning. Or if anyone would take offence if I got a couple of mouses etc...To simply have MY place to go to after a workday. In other word, the biggest step a person/human can make to independancy. And I can proudly say that I won't simply rent my own appartment....but actually OWN.
It's a massive jump in my life. I've not moved in yet (will though the latest 11/9 at 12:00am), but the contract is signed and as soon as the couple that did live there has cleaned the place up and moved out, I'm going in! biggrin
I'm already trying to settle on a colourscheme that works with green tones.
I'm just completley in love with the place. Sure, it's 3 stairs up and no elevator so it'll be a bit tricky to get the furniture up, but still...I'm too much in love with the appartment (MY appartment) to even be bothered by that small detail!
I'm just a bit worried as to how I'm gonna get the sofa up, but ah! It'll just be a lot of shouting and cursing and growlings and backbreaking and then I'll have to make sure to have a bottle of wine ready when we're done...and coffee XD
But ugh! I'm looonging. Especially when I'm riding home from work (bus + train as it's now). The ride home from work will be cut a lot shorter, and will consist of just bus + a 5-10 min walk...YAY!
Though most of my thoughts are not RP-related, or even Dr. Who, but "Hmm...what sofa shall I get? I wonder how grams furniture looks like...! " (which I'll be able to pick from biggrin ) so it's gotten something to focus on biggrin .
And now you guys know (if you've bothered to read through all of this LOL ) why I'm AFK from Gaia mostly.
Yay for life!
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