I feel the energy seep away from me. Gently, my dreams reach out to me, to grasp me in their arms.... But I wish that was the only way I was tired. Unfortunately, physical exhaustion is the least of my worries. Mentally, I wish for peace, for silence, moments to think and moments to rest my mind. Tired of these many moments of boredom, wishing for entertainment, for small moments of joy. Emotionally tired, as I am unable to feel much more as strongly as I used to...
I seek still, and still I cannot find... I'm so tired... so tired, that I want to rest... but I never will, most likely never will rest. There are many options, but no matter how tired I am, I will still strive forward... But right now. I feel so tired... I just want to be selfish for a moment... But, how will I feel afterwards?
Let this moment in life answer me... If ever I choose to walk down one of them... Hmm, this is nonsensical maybe, perhaps... But it is 3:30AM where I live... and I'm not exactly the most coherant of person when I'm energetic, inspired and not mentally tired.
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[ Forever: Art of life ] Through the eyes of the Beast of Blood, Malice.
I am but a simple guy, I still have a lot to learn, a lot to see... So therefore, I shall try to impart all that I know and do my best as well... That is, I shall try to give you all I know, and all I've seen, about this strange art which is life.
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