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Somebody help me out of my dawning situation
It's not fair enough for me
How does everyone get another ounce of gratitude
But me

Stray tears fall down upon my face
As I try to keep them in
They're all traitors, every one
As they unleash my true feeling
So I can't lie anymore

Don't put a price on someone's life
It's not worth it
IF someone looks at you in complete disgust
Then you know you've been proven guilty

How can nobody sense my true self
Behind this happy facade?
The trace of fear upon my face
comes from the fear of myself

Why can't I just lay down in the darkness
And feel myself waste away?
The dream of myself behind the veil
Is opening

When can I feel the cold on my face
And hear my heart brake?
Together we both could sustain
A coming of the dawn

Why can't I just be gone
And lay myself to rest?
Why can't the world just pass by me
I guess I don't deserve it
To walk amongst the dead