this is some thing that happened a long time ago well not to long ago im going to share it with u.
ok we where in the hostpile er room.
lets c who was there i was there louie was there.
i had gonne to the er because i could no longer fel the twins. it was late after noon earlly fall. any ways here we r.
geting alrea sound
Maishe/me/ Kumori: ah docture tell me every things alrigh
Docture; im not algated to tel u wet i cant im sorry ill b back in a few mins.
Louie: tell me how can u with stane this information . this is our children we r talking about their growning in sidee of my beatiyfull wife if there was noting wrong u wold have spoke up .y cant i c a heart beat.
docter: youll just have to wait llike every one ealse no one gets speical treatment
Louie: im not asking for special treat ment i want to know if our babies r ok
the docter walks out.
10 mins later the docture walks in
docture: the babies r dead we dont know how but they r they where an hour ago now lets talk about geting them out
Kumori: what
i look up at him my eyes r huge
Louie: thats all your going to say docture wow u r soul less arent u? god i ned to steep out for a min im sory baby.
Kumori; it's ok huny
i wait for him to walk out
Kumori: i know u realy dont care whats going on but i fel realy bad no cause i fel dirty every where and i fel like a failure but i feel worse for him my feelings dont mater i know they do to him. but i i.. um never mind i realy want to get theses out of me sighs
docture: ok he
gets me a wheel chair i get louie and i go in for sergry
1 hr later
i walk out
louie: i ges is done how u fel baby im sory i wiged out
he kises me
Kumori;,its ok huny we can try again sighs
docter: where she run off to
Kumori: hurrylets hide
we run down the fall into a emty hostiple room we turn off the lighs and run to theaera farest from the door we sit on the floor
Kumori: lol they wont find us here lol
Louie; lol hay whats that
I look around
Kumori: wine and vadca lol and cups from the cafe down stairs lol
Louie; wow u though hard didnt u
Kumori: yeah i did
i rub his neck i take a drink
Kumori: ah i hate that this hapened
Louie: its not your fault never blame your self
i start huming
Louie: what u thinking about huny
Kumori: noting
i start singing life is like aboat i take a drink every once and a while
Louie: god u r sweet
Kumori: i am or u u just drunk
Louie: both
Kumori: yeah ah your sweet to
He kisses me
Kumori; what did i ever do to get u.
Louie; i saw asking my self the same thing.
Kumori: ah u sweet that breze feels good.
i start sing again after a few songs
Louie; y dont i take over for alitle bit
Kumori: ok u can just pour the wine in my mouth
Louie: what not that
Kumori: haa yeah i know
he starts sing
alitle bit later
Kumori: ah god dont ever leave me
Louie: baby dont wory i wont
he puts his finger on my nose gigle i wag my tail
i take a drink i yawn and fall a slep on his lap.
8:00 in the morning
Kumori; hu light ah
i steach i lick my face i clean my ear and tail in the sink i wake up louie
Louie: hun good moring
i yawn
Kumori; lets go home baby dont worry itll happen one day
i help him up and we leave
the end
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