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I m not going to waste my time anymore. I'm throwing my life away. I want someone to be proud to call me their friend. People say Whoa, who's she. My friends will just say that's one of my close friends.
Same with my parents, they'll be proud to call me their daughter, so far I'm letting everyone down. I want 2 go 2 my parents when I'm all grown up and ask them if I turned out how they wanted me to be, and they will reply an honest answer yes.
I've been irresponsible, inconsiderate, to stubborn, I don't want it to be to late before I can change me.
I just wanna make eeryone proud of me, I can only change me. Not you, not anyone. I would be perfect, but then that would be boring. I don't want to go back and say "God, I was stupid." And have regrets practically all my life. I want someone to look up 2 ME. I want people to approve of me, if they don't then they have to look deeper. I want 2 be enough for my parents so they ARE proud of me.