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Yes, it's true. Life is dying...for me. Nothing but a mere routine everyday. Or rather my thoughts are....

I'm failing math...my weight is constantly up and down.....AND MY UPDATING!


It's taking me forever to get to my stories! I wonder if things will get better during summer.
My friend is leaving the state for good, might as well say the same for the other because she won't be going to the same school as I.
School...I don't even want to hear that word anymore after June 4th. I'm serious! One person says it and I'm going haul off and smack them in the face!
I officially have a everlasting HATE for the place. I wish I was homeschooled but then...I'd REALLY not have a life.

T.T would it matter? I don't have one now...

Yes, I complain, but wouldn't you if you did the same freaking thing EVERYDAY.

Mon-Fri: Go to school. All about school. Think nothing but school and school work.

Sat. - Sun: Get on my laptop, talk to friends, eat and watch TV all day.

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-two years later-

Mon-Sun: Go to work.

That's seriously what my life is going to be. All my other friends are going to be FAMOUS and BEAUTIFUL and SUCCESSFUL!

While I continue to be called "ugly" ....

-sigh- I really hope things change for the better once I start high school...I really do.

Today, I'm a 15 year old, who is her normal weight but still have some fat on her and likes to sulk a lot....

When high school starts: I'm still going to be a 15 year old, but going on 16. I'm still going to be quiet. Though I'll be skinny. Probably 120. Somewhere around that. I'll wear "not-so-tomboyish" clothing...and well...we'll see what'll happen.

That still doesn't change how I live at home. At home...I feel so listless. Will things EVER change?