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I hear people tell me things everyday...my boss tells me I'm his greatest cashier...my bf tells me i'm hot, beautiful, sexy, cute and he can't be without me....my friends tell me that i'm pretty and i'm such a great friend....I hear from customers at work on how nice i am and how i'm their favourite cashier....why can't I believe any of it? These people have no reason to be lying to me when they say these things. They don't have to say them at all! So if they were lying, then what's the point of even saying it? So it must be true.....and so if it is true...then why can't I believe it!!??! I'm usually the one with all the answers for everyone else yet i can't answer my own question! I try to tell myself...I try to believe it....yet something blocks it...I can't believe it for some reason and I don't know what to do!!! It sucks! crying