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i waz home alone
i went to my room with a razorblad
i started to cut i couldent stop bc th feeling waz so good i wanted it more
cut after cut and after cut
i fall to th ground
when i open my eyes i seen my mom, my dad, my family, my body, in a cherch i start to srceam saying "what happend!!!?"
then i seen every one crying

i finaly new i waz dead
dead ice cold
can't move
can't talk to my family

i seen a light it waz heaven
i told my mom "plezzz dont cry i will b with u all"
then i whent into th light