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At the time there were two girls in my life,
But I NEVER cheated, it just never felt right.
When I was with one my feelings were all for her,
Till the other came around and messed around making me think it was better.

I ******** up and broke my girls heart,
I HATE MYSELF...I nearly fell apart
When I heard her cry, my world went black,
And I thought to myself "man you did a stupid dumb act."

I brokedown when i heard her cry,
And it felt like a part of me died inside.
I never thought I'd hurt any girl in my life,
And I can't believe I hurt the one girl who treated me right.

Most people to this day still judge me,
Treating me to this day like their enemy.
I know I ******** up but I need you to understand,
I've tried to make it better by making a stand.