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As days slowly pass by from the last time I saw you I can't help but to miss your smile. As days pass I can't help but to miss your warmth radiating from your eyes. I can't help but to miss the corny things that you say, and I miss how you explain things to me when I don't understand something. I miss the way you watch me as I draw up something new, or look over my shoulder when I write down an idea for a story. I feel my heart ache when ever I think about you, at first I think that it will eventually go away but every day my heart starts to ache more, and I don't know why. Maybe it's because you're the first boyfriend I've ever had, that wasn't back when I was in Kindergarden because I don't think that counts since I was too niave to realize what I was doing. My heart aches so much that some times I think it might burst. I don't know what this feeling means but I think I have an idea, but I'm too stuborn to addmit it.