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Sometimes
I want to scream at the world.
And yell STOP!
And what the hell, it could ******** work.
Too bad it won't
Goddammit.
I hate this.
I was so happy.
I think I know who ruined it.
And
you
know
who
you
are.

Need a hint?
You can read this entries,
but you don't.
I know.
Why don't you read this for a change?
How about you finally realize the ******** truth?
That you did this. I did too.
But its your fault too.
So help me.
Fix this.
Please.
I've known you for so long.
Help me.
You know who you are.
You're like family to me. Really.
One time, I was crying so hard. I needed to call you. I couldn't call Brian. Just you.
JUST YOU!
And you push me away later.
I didn't end up calling you, though.
It was so late in the night.
You probably wouldn't help, anyway.
Goddamnit
You lied to me. You deceived me. You MADE me type this.
I HATE BEING BITTER.
BUT I JUST CAN'T STOP.
















I'm so sorry...
But..
Yeah.