Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

I cant sleep! Though I have only myself to blame, I'm so very excited about tomorrow that every few minutes I pop back up and check the clock to see if its almost time for Oligar to come.

I've come to the realization that this book now has more value to me than ever before. Outside on the line to enter Heaven I used this book to keep my boredom away. Now over the last 2 days I feel its taken on a bigger portion of my life. I can honestly see a person in the future reading this and gaining an understanding or perhaps even be able to prepare themselves for the next life.

I suppose I could use this time to explain what happened. And probably from the beginning. The moment I stepped into the doorway all I could feel was joy, as if it was something tangible that could wrap around me. I felt myself lifting up and away and I saw Death beside me.

For that moment I was complete, I felt full, not empty. I could only hear one voice in my mind not a myriad, and the shadows were silent. They're silent now, and I do not miss them.

Infact, silence is quite a them in this place. In the most bustling of cities outside barely a peep is heard. The flap of wings, the rapid footsteps, its perfect. Its beaut--

He's here! I have to run.