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This Journal will be a place where I can write down my moods, express my feelings and record whats happened lately. I might even set aside a few pages to write some short stories...but I doubt it
Listen to my story...
Shall we have story time boys and girls. Why not its the perfect day for one. The characters just a boy and girl. The setting a mystical place called the internet. One day this boy he was on the internet. He was rping in a forum and in walked a strange young girl. This girl shimekitsune by the end of the night had helped in murdering this boy, Wanderer. She even burnt his corpse. This boy couldn't get enough of her. He wanted to know her name, where she lived, Her likes, her dis-likes, and most importantly when they could talk again. If I remember the tale correctly this young lad Wanderer even asked shime to be his girlfriend within a week of meeting her. So after some time she finally agreed. The boy was ecstatic. He would stay up for hours at a time just to talk to her for but a moment. On many nights he even stayed up until the sun rose talking to her on the internet and went to bed the rest of the day. He discovered the most wonderful feeling in the world He had discovered true love. And the girl loved him too for a time. The fire was growing dim in the couples relationship, so inevitably shimekitsune told wanderer it was over and that she hoped they could be friends. After a few weeks Wanderer asked her for his stuff back...(online items of gaia of course). She was so upset at the idea she refused to speak with him. Trying to be a gentleman he accepted her decision and never talked to her...until one day he could no longer stand his loneliness and sent her a message of apology. She gladly accepted and they were friends again. They continued talking for hours and they passed like seconds to Wanderer but he didn't care because he still loved her. The messages,over time, became scarce and eventually they stopped. The two haven't spoken in awhile now..but the boy still stays up until the crack of dawn wandering what she is doing...if she has forgotten him or if she still loves him. He is waiting at this very moment and if she were listening to this story he would tell her that he would give up the world just to talk to her. Not to hug...or to kiss...but only talk. His wish is a simple one...just a reply to his message so he can say good bye.

Obviously the narrator (me) is the main character(Wanderer). I have no idea why I wanted to trouble all my somewhat loyal readers with all my personal baggage but I did so deal with it. Maybe its all a cry for attention but at any rate I want the world to know that I love shimekitsune and I'll never forget her my first true love.

I could sum up this story up with a sentence...

I love you and I miss you please come back, my beloved shime-chan






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`Condom
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commentCommented on: Mon Nov 28, 2005 @ 08:01am
I haven't really heard much from Shime or Kitty for a rather long time...
Personally, I miss everyone. The friends I had were talking behind my back, so I abandoned them.
Kitty's last login was yesterday according to her profile, but Shime's was August 23rd.

My opinion it's the stress and troubles from the Senior Year in a private school. College applications, SATs, Entry Exams, and of course working for scholarships and/or jobs to help pay off college once they finish this year.

Anyway, I can't really give an opinion to your feelings towards Shime. It's not really any of my business to say of think anything anyway. But either way, as long as no bond is broken, it's fine with me.

PS: And incase you can't tell who it is yet, it's Ryan {Naratsu}.


commentCommented on: Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 04:04am
Ryan? I thought you died...Good to see your still alive...and I was talking to Kitty awhile back and she said that shime had probably already quit gaia and just hadn't made an official announcement on Gaia. At any rate I hope they are busy and haven't just forgotten about me..,

Its just so sad how easily we forget...



The Wanderer64
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Kitzuna_Mitarugi
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 04:26am
It saddens me to read this. To have the love you never thought could be yours..then it evaporate within your very grasp. A fragile thing love is..and your right. Who ever we love will always have a place in your hearts. Not forgotten completly, and yet still there strong enough to make you day dream. Dont let this weigh you down so that you simply cant go forward.

I think you should have at least gotten a chance to say goodbye..it would've helped.
It's not my place to say what you should and should'nt do..I wish your future to be a bright, better one...


commentCommented on: Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 04:30am
I really really hope she gets on to talk to you wanderer, i dont like seeing my friends sad like this. I wish i could help but i dont knw of anyway to. I guess we can all hope that eventually she will get on and you two can talk for a long period and that she may return your feelings, for the best.

-Macross



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The Wanderer64
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commentCommented on: Tue Nov 29, 2005 @ 04:39am
Thanks both of you...


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