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You know today has just been awful. Absolutely awful. I'll explain all, not that anyone cares enough to read this anyway.

Firstly, I have to worry about Taylor and Andy. I mean what if she says no when he asks her? Then I have to deal with my own guilt for encouraging Andy, AND he'd be so mad at me. Plus, he'd be really upset, because he really likes her.

Secondly, I had to deal with a bunch of people in literature. Szczepan was mocking me, saying that I'm a man and a bunch of other bullshit that I know he doesn't mean, but it still bothered me. I've been emotional lately... And then lil' moe had a rubber band and kept on shooting it onto my hand. Granted I didn't stop him, but I mean really? I just didn't want to have to deal with it. I was too distracted at that point.

Thirdly, I can't say names in this one, but a friend and I were talking about something really upsetting, and I'm really worried for her. It's gotten me thinking about my future too....

Fourthly, I was talking to my dad about this one summer program and I swear he was just so...BLUNT about everything. I don't think he was trying to be, thats not in his nature. I think it's because he's bad at texting but still. Because the program is in Costa Rica and I might go to it, but I'm going to try and get this scholarship for it, and my dad was like "great we are poor people" and I mean he'll say that a lot, but I never know when he's serious. And I'm probably blowing this wayy out of proportion but still. And then i'm feeling bad because the program is like $4,200 or something like that.

Fifthly, I'm not like OMFG I HAVE TO WASH MY HANDS!! But, I'm afraid of that swine flu thing too. I mean, what if one of my friends caught it.... That's just scary. Because apparently it can be lethal.

so, yeah. Today's just been a bad day....AND I'M SO STRESSED OUT THAT MY GRAMMAR SUCKS!!!!!!!!! THAT REALLY ANNOYS ME1!!!!!!!!!!!