I could blame it on lack of sleep, but I've been doing that thing for quite some time...
But yeah, seriously? I've been really...I dunno...moody/sad/tired, etc. for a while. I don't know what you'd call it. I could say that it's due to the over-production of hormones (Kinda like a period, but without the blood, GUYS GO THROUGH THIS, TOO!!), but that only works so many times out of the year, so...
...Have you ever felt like killing yourself? Like, seriously, staring at yourself in the mirror, and wanting to just quit? I'm not even joking. I sat at my desk one time for a good 20 minutes with my EXACTO-knife in my hand, wondering where would be the best place to cut an artery...yeah.
Dark, I know, and believe me, it scares the crap out of me....
Yeah.