ever have the feeling like your drowning in water, and no matter how hard you try you just cant seem to get to the surface and dry off all the water that seems like a sin? thats kinda how i feel. ._. alot of things are messed up now. this one girl my mom worked with died on her daughter's birthday 10 days after she had a baby, my mom keeps thinking about it when i say i'm mad. i'm supposedly not thankful and i'm just mad for nothing. that may be true, but it isnt really my problem what happened to that family. i have my own issues right now, theres the "blake" issue, the grades issue, and pressure. i'm gonna separate my issues and write about them separately.
the blake issue
i've fallen hard and fast for one of my best guy friends: blake. but of course he doesnt like me back sweatdrop but today in art was different, i sat there and looked at him. oh how i desperately just wanted to kiss him. that sound perverted. but its true, i got an awesome new haircut and he's starting to act different. he acts out more often when i'm in the same class, i guess thats just him being a guy....or maybe not?
grades
'nough said, i dont do my math homework.
and pressure pretty much goes on with grades. sooooooooo thats about it, wanted to let it out before i start to cry. later 'gater.
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