My arms and legs have all gone numb
I hear my heart beat dunh dunh-dunh
I've been shot by the Reapers gun
though i stay alive on dark momentum
wobbling while i run off the edge of this gorge
to get another chance at the life that I'll forge
with the money from the jar I'll waste it all towards
then I'll buy the gun I've been longing for
and take it for a spin
It's sad to leave and carry on
with the regrets you thought were gone
but weren't and now it's clear
that my chestpain is a symptom of heartbreak
This may be where it ends
or slightly where it begins
I don't care I'm just aware of my poisoned condition
I'm frayed; I'm stained; I'm shamed
by all these inconviniences
my vein; my brain; my pain has been killing me up
until now ever since
ever since I lied; ever since I cried; ever since I
lost control
this spike in my spine; this knife in my chest
makes my body feel so cold
It's sad to leave and carry on
with memories you thought were gone
but aren't and now you're scarred
emotionally void just bleeding happiness
This is where the blood lust reigns
it's merely but a while 'til I ******** go insane
don't reject me for what I did
fix the shattered glass close the ******** lid
all the rage that i kept inside that jar
all the secrets I've kept that made it this far
if you knew what I could do
if you knew what i could be
you know that story of the demon
well, that demon is me
I am losing it
grab a hold of yourself
I am losing my grip
hold on don't let go
I am falling away
don't let go of me
one more step and i slip
I can't believe you let go
And all that I am and all I'll ever be
I'll never understand why tehy ever chose me
to harbor such a curse and carry such a burden
that couldn't make my life worse with a murderous demon
It's sad to leave and carry on
and realize right was always wrong
now I'm not here
i'm just a ghost in the back of your mind
who haunts your memories all the time
Get a grip don't lose control
I hate this s**t I will let go
you can't stop what was meant to be
so as i fall away dont cry for me
 Ty Flowshun · Tue Apr 21, 2009 @ 12:04am · 0 Comments |
