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so addicting
so strong
....though the smell....
rancid
horrible
pungent
never ending choking
it holds on to my lungs.....
suffercating me
loving my body
the smell surrounds me
Adeep breath I take in
I hold it
loving it
An internal burn feels my chest
I hate it
But I cant blow it out
cant help myself
personal invitation to this little party
personal invitation to death
im loving this second hand smoke