Everyone lies. I lie, yet they lie to me more. They say they care for me, I know they're lying. No one cares for me, no one ever did. They call themselves friends; It's just a inconvenient title. I was never liked, I could and can see it in their eyes. They look at me with kind faces, friendly appearances, "masks". Their true lie in them. Dormant, as long as I am around. They hate me, detest me, loathe my appearance each day I curse them by being around. I don't mind. I'd hate me too; Actually, I think I do. My personality, my way of life, why try to fight it. The pain hurts just the same. I was never loved. I have loved, yet the feeling wasn't mutual. I will never be loved. I will always be hated, forever loathed, forever despised.
UnLukii · Tue Mar 31, 2009 @ 09:50pm · 0 Comments |