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He lays on me
pressing down
raping my innocense
But theres no sound

I feel it
I want it
I love it
but cant take it

I try to find a way out
To get him out of me
To find a person to help me
I wanted to live happily

Pictures in my head
of whats going to happen next
Is he going to kill me?
Like he did the rest

His lips on my neck
and tounge on my ear
what lands on his skin
is my warm tear

I feel it
I want it
I love it
but cant take it

His legs are warming me
but his breath is so cooling
I inhale the smoke
which he was blowing

I try to push him off
but his wieght is pushing down
I kiss his neck
just to get around

I feel it
I want it
I love it
but cant take it

I fall off the bed
and run to the door
A bullet through my chest
as I fall to the floor

-Arianna
no i didnt get raped so dont worry biggrin