my friend is causing my unnecessary stress.... stressed
remember a few entrees back i talked about the stupid love triangle going on between my friends? yea....it's progressed....it's worse.... so i'll explain now with a visual...kinda:
(-------> = likes/liked, =====> =going out with)
girl A ------> boy A
boy A ------->girl B
girl B first doesn't then decides she does -----> boy A
in the midst of this girl A -----> boy A off and on.... "trying to get over him, but i can't"
girl B =====>boy A
girl B and boy A happy.
girl A not happy. and mad.
girl A decides she's over boy A
girl A decides she -----> boy B now
(boy B, girl C, and girl D are kind of backround characters. not really my friends but important to the love web....it's no longer just a triangle...)
boy B ------> girl C
girl C=====> some dude i've never met
boy B suddenly =====>girl D
girl A not happy. and mad.
girl A (as of today, all of a sudden which pisses me off) ====> boy C
SHE IS MAKING ME SO MAD! scream
it's not like i like the kid she's going outwith, don't get me wrong. he's a sophmore i'm a junoir (not that i think age matters much, but becasue he's younger, i view as a huggable little brother..sorta 4laugh )
it's just that first of all, it seems she's dependent on having someone to obsess about..
i mean she psycologically HAS to have a guy to be obsessed over. she liked the first guy for almost a year!
now she's acting all happy...and i want her to be happy..but she was saying "oh i haven't been this happy in a month!"
she was acting like that when the second guy told her to go online! A FEW DAYS AGO!
what's also interesting...she sets her sights on guys she knows like someone else!
so now all my girl friends are paired off....which sucks.
i personally don't think i want a boyfriend right now. not with college a year away on top of other priorities in my life at the moment.
which leads me to wonder how long this will last?
boy A is a year older than girl B and he'll be graduating this year.
girl A is a year older than boy C and next year she will be graduating....
it's all so stupid
and makes me mad
i'm going to die at a young age due to all the unnecessary stress this drama is causing me.
domokun
 Usagi_WINGS · Tue Nov 16, 2004 @ 09:06pm · 3 Comments |
