**sigh** the sun rises and then sets again, people come and go, there is rain and shine, hot and cold.... but for me time has stoped, each day starts with me in the same condition as the day before, and each day ends with me laying my bed stareing off into the dark wondering.... wondering when will it end, when will the morning seem worth living? when will i have a reason to get out of bed? when will i be happy, not the happy face i fake every day but truly happy? i dont know. all i do know is that i spend each day waiting for her call and each night wishing that she was mine knowing it will never be, every other thought is of her, every wish and every hope is only for her happiness knowing all the wile that the day she has what truly will make her happy ill wither away haveing nothing else to live for and no other reason to draw breath..... and through it all i know im a fool, i have no right to act this way and i have no cause for this pain i immagin myself to have. prehaps tomorow ill be happy or prehaps tomorow ill just never wake up.... or prehaps they are the same
barbarian in love Community Member 
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