Fall to the floor, and cover my head
Thoughts of before still creep deep inside
Wishing none of it ever happened;
Just wanting to erase all the bad for what is done.
I wish I didn’t blow you off that day you once called.
Never knowing soon you’d be gone.
Not just a week’s disappearance but forever in time.
Where no longer can you be reached, except in goodnight prayers.
I love you grand-poppy.
[I miss you and you still keep a place in my heart.]
I wish you never touched me when I was a little girl.
Oh how I hate to have to see your face.
With your stupid hair and cheesy wear
Never look at me, you dumb ******** head.
I hate you cousin.
[Stay away, never have me in your thoughts, you twisted mother**.]
I wish I never started the fights and made you hurt so bad.
I can never forgive myself for my childish acts against you.
Knowing that the demon in me is now rested
Looking back breaks me, the more I think about it.
I’m sorry mother…
[I’m sick of all the fighting, can we be happy.]
I wish I could make you proud of me.
Never meant to hurt you from the fails I made.
If I could, going back to change the bad;
I’d make it all good someway, somehow.
For you I try dad.
[I will never give up, and try my best.]
I wish you never had spread the lies.
Black clouds form over me knowing how fake you are.
Never again will I forgive you.
Always remembering the pain you caused me.
I want you gone (so called) friend.
[Never again stab my back, just love me.]
I wish you never wed my mother.
Hate your guts, since from the beginning.
The lies you hid, the way you broke her heart.
For tearing us apart, makes me wanna break you.
I want you dead Craig.
[You can just go to hell, no reason needed.]
Getting used never felt so shattering.
How you could you hurt a girl so bad?
Don’t you know there’s a hole now, instead of a beating, bloody heart.
You do now, and I hope one day you know the feeling.
I can’t stand you Allen.
[So everyone you meet is free again from the pain you give.]
I wish you were never born, never breathing.
I plea for death to knock on your door;
And one day to find, that no longer do you live.
The world was heaven before that one day you came into this world.
I never want to look in a mirror to see your face again.
[Fall to the floor and cut too deep, just stop breathing, you whore.]
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