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⊰ N O T E S __
- Name → Aiden Youngblood
Age → 17
Condition→
Passive-aggressive behavior
Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)
Symptoms→
Inability to express anger in a healthy way
Unable to make a true emotion connection with a person or persons
Intense bouts of anger, depression, and anxiety that may last hours to days
Has done many suicide threats and attempts may occur along with anger at perceived abandonment and disappointments.
Sexual Orientation → Bisexual
Appearance → Born with a lackey frame yet not to lanky, Aiden took swimming in high school so the kid has some muscles on his marrow. He does have a fine looking face that is border line feminine but something in the curve of his cheeks keeps the malevolent air about him. Pale from his Irish mix of his mother side of things and wild dark locks that no human salon product can hope to tame. Aiden might be called pretty from his feminine face or graceful movements but there is also a wild light in his Ashmore eyes that stops those words from passing from those watchers lips.
Height → 5 feet and 5 inches
Weight →57 Kgs
Tattoos, piercings →
One silver stud in his upper left eye brow
Two silver loops in each ear and one in the right side that has a yin yang sign in it.
One tattoo of a Celtic knot on his left back shoulder.
Fears→
Being left alone in the world
Large bodies of water
Needles of any form or kind you can have
Likes →
A good book on a lazy evening in any season.
Swimming in the morning, alone in the pool at his high school
Listening to Celtic or rock music while working on his dream car of a 1967 Ford Mustang, hes been working on the thing from the last two years!
Exploring! He wants to know what is around the next turn in the road or behind the next door! Never get in this boy's way when hes in one of those moods to find out stuff.
Learning new things is also at the top of his list, people tend to be soooooo single minded on new things! Life is to short to short to stick to just the same old things of everyday!
Art, most of his free time is spend drawing in some way from note taking in class to just staring out the window at home and letting his figures go with the pencil on the page. Long hours are passed by for him just drawing and loosing track of time in his own inner world.
Dislikes →
Large of bodies of waters
Bullies who think they are biggest and baddest dude on the block
Liers, life is too short to spend on empty words,
Snakes, has a high fear of the things and anything that looks like a snake
Doctors, being touched by a person you don't know and shoved with needles is not his idea of a good time on the side of things.
Personality[→
Seen as shooting star back in the high school, Aiden had a bright aura that was friendly and helpful to any and all around him. Always as the top ten in his class, the swimmer was never seen as a Prep by anyone and basically even got along with everyone of label with his laid back displace and easy smile that was warm. Joking and talking around with many friends, he was the social butterfly from the art students to down right back closet nerds.
Yet behind the out going young man the world saw him as, Aiden held a deep sense of anger yet he couldn't let it out in the normal teenager way, often turning it out in very physical ways such as cutting his own skin lightly as in not to leave any scar or driving to fast on back roads to the point of loosing control of the car. Or truly finding a basic connection with any other person dissipate having many friends in school, he always felt alone and lost. Thinking is childish maybe something was wrong with him even after one talking to his parents on subject. They called it a teenager thing and that he would grow out of it but it left him even feeling more alone by their over look of him. Yet slowly working out his own problems, he was cutting up things for a dinner for his parents and the knife slipped and cut his wrist, unlucky they also walked in and saw the gash on his wrist. Thinking now their son is trying to take his own life...
Repeated saying→ [" Go away... "
Assign me to the→
Controlled by Blood_That_Is_Tainted → Blood_That_Is_Tainted
- ⊰ N T E R V I E W __
( whirring sound of the tape recorder )
Whitecoat: Why did you come to the asylum Aiden?
"Its alright at times and I've been treated kindly by most of the staff so far, but I wish I could get outside more in this place. I think you guys need something more natural for the people here. Nature can help out a lot you know Sir. Its also kinda gloomy with the dull colors but other then that, its ok I would say."
Whitecoat: What do you think of when these words are said: Life, death.
"Life huh? Makes me think of a poem called Desiderata by Max Ehrmann, a bit strange but there is this one part that reflects what life is to me or my idea of it sir. "Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly, and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story." I really like his work so I think of often..."
Thinks for the moment before speaking more...
"Death is something I really don't think much on Sir, so I would not like to speak to much on it but its part of life is it not? Everything dies and that's part of nature also and a balance found in it.."
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Whitecoat: Alright, that's a deep way of thinking for your age Aiden, you seem to like nature a lot.
"I do Sir, I always have I would say."
Whitecoat: Why?
Aiden looks at the man for the moment, eyes narrowing a little in his thinking more. "I like nature from drawing and exploring a bit. There is something always new to find in the woods or to draw. I also think nature is a good teacher if watch it enough and keep the lessons you learned from it in heart. "
Whitecoat: You love to draw huh? I must say you have a good hand and eye for it, when did you start?
"Oh, I think in middle school was when I got into. There was art contest in class for history and I love history so I thought I might try my hand at it. I kinda sucked, "laughs at the memory." But I really enjoyed it and how it made me feel so I took more classes outside of school and took every art class I could in school. I loved just sitting in the park and drawing like a tree or animal I saw. It keeps my mind busy at least. Mom says I draw to much and should work more on my swimming or classes with collage coming but art is the one thing I really do for myself that is selfish."
Whitecoat: I see, well what do you think of your parents? Seems you've been hiding a lot of things from them emotionally wise and this cutting you do when alone Aiden. Why?
I" like them mostly, I mean they never were really strean on me or things but at times they kinda are pushing me into the these high collages and I might not want to hit collage right away. Traveling in one my dreams I would like to do."
White Coat: Your not answering the full question Aiden.
"I don't feel like talking about it right now."
Whitecoat: Well I think we will end today Aiden, you want to add anything else?
"Not really sir."
( [recorder cuts off )
