i kno im not that pretty. but just bear with me on this ok. i am who i am becuz of many things. what ive gone through hav left their stories behind. i never used to look like this. i waz once this preppy little girl. but once i saw what i looked like when i got into sixth grade i knew that i had to change who i waz. soon that little girl waz a shell and who i waz under that started to show through. i got mi hair cut shorter and got bangs. made mi makeup darker and dressed different. at first people thought there waz something wrong with me. then they relized i wanted to get rid of the girl i used to be and becum sumone new. in both of the pics on here i don look happy. thats just how i looked when they were taken. i actually am a happy person depending on the day. i used to be the quiet outsider no one wanted to kno. then i waz the bubbly person that people began to notice. im still me just a different version of me. what happend to me back then made me who i am today. im stronger and im not a quitter. in a way im a better person. hard to belive but its true. i don care what anyone thinks of me. just take the time to get to kno me befor youu make a label for me. when youu look at me for the first time youure gonna say shes emo or sumthin like that. i really don care. i am a recovering emo. theres nothing wrong with that. i didn change to get attnetion. i changed becuz i didn like who i was befor. i relized that mi emotions befor were all becuz of what waz building up inside of me. when i decided i wanted to chnage those emotions changed too. what waz once saddness is now anger. becuz of all the anger ive kept inside when i get pissed [that takes alot usually] i snap. im starting to get it under control more. if i tried countin how many fights ive gotten in [verbal & physical] i wouldn be able to. theres been too many. xpescially these past couple of years. im actually a very tolerable person. i might let youu push me around at times but then i push back. im nicer than it seems like. i hav a high tolerance for pain now. if i get an injury i usually don notice it till i look at it. even when i do notice right away i dont feel as much pain as i should with servere injuries. pain is mostly just a memory now. the few emotions i do feel now show in mi art [drawing, poems & songs] they always hav a story to tell. usually about things going on in mi world at that time. like how life sux sumtimes and what not. theres really nuthin more to say. wanna kno sumthin message me.
