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Okay, so everyone knows i hate my so-called genetic father, right?... Good. He's seriously pissing me the ******** off! During school today he visited my house... Great... He verbally attacked my family [to nikki: yes i consider Shay family] and i wasn't able to help them... As if i wanted to drive Todushuun through him ALREADY!
He blamed my mom for us hating him. ^_^ nope. Nikki loves him... just because he's her father. I however have no feelings for him in any way. Not because his mind is physically crippled from drugs etc. [i thank him for it. i have a genetic high ^-^ nothin' needed] But because he treats my family like s**t and treats me basically like i'm his kid until he finds out i catch on. I don't care who proves i'm his son or how; I'M NOT HIS ******** KID! When i lived with him i lied about liking it there [it bit back often]. I was forced there. I'dve preferred being on the streets. least i'dve been able to hang out with friends.We hung out so Nana would feel better about his safety.

That's it.
I give up.
On him, on his feelings, on his safety. He ran out of my forgiveness. Blaming his screw-ups on sickness and his meds [and lack of meds].
No sympathy.
No love.
No care.
******** him.
He came here too late, manipulated me, my sis, my mom, my friends etc.'s compassion.
No more. He no longer knows me, he can't talk to me. No more. After the s**t he did, no.