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u said u loved me
u said i was yours
and i was tha only 1 for u
wher did i go wrong?
why did u lie?
why did u say u loved me?
why did u say that i was tha only 1 4 u?
when it wasnt true?
bc now i c u with her
and it makes me die inside
everytime i c u i try
but everytime i do
i end up vonerable and start 2 cry
this pain will end tonight as my fear,love and pain
wont matter anymore bc of u
my last words on this night b4 i die,
"why did u lie?"
i wasnt the best for u
but i tried my best,
i thought gave u what u needed
i thought u loved me?
i thought we were together
but i guess i thought wrong..


i hate everything bout u..
they way u make me love u
the way u say my name
the way u make me miss u
the way u tease and play
i wish ud take me now...
i hate it when ur with her
and not here with me
i hate it when u hug her
and when u kiss her lips like that
i wish it was me
but i guess we all have dreams..
i wish..
i wish he`d understand
i wish we could b friends
i wish the best of luck
i wish he knew
i wish i could do it again
if i could..i would
but i cant..so i wont
if only...

I want you
I really do
There's nothing more that I ask
There's nothing more that I want
I just need you
I gotta have you

Can you see me?
Can you hear me?
This heart is tearing
This heart is aching
It wants you
It really does

You've just gotta see
That it is you
And it is me
My heart and I
We both agree
That this soul
Very slowly
but surely
Parishes

Rots
Leaks through the capsule that is my body
and fills the air with its presence
And leaves me behind
Oh! can't you see?
I'm falling apart
Piece by piece
Shred by shred
molecule by molecule
I am without you

as I said, nothing


whoever wrote this is talented and very rite
where was a man who lived in a leeds
he filled his garden full of seeds
and when the seeds began to grow
his garden filled with snow
and when the snow begins to melt
its lie a sail-boat with out a belt
and when that belt begins to fail
its like a bird without a tail
and when the bird begins to fly
its like an eagle in the sky
and when the sky began to roar
its like a lion at my door
and when the door begins to crack
its like a pen knife stuck in your back
and when your back begins to bleed
the ones you think are your friends slowly start to laugh with-out greed
Below are poems ive read but did not write
poems ive written >>>
kiss kiss kiss
a magical thing
kiss kiss kiss
only me
a kiss is the one thing that is true magic
kiss kiss kiss
you will always remember it
never forget it
love and kiss are all one thing and they are magical
the two things that is true magic in life


If i could dream the perfect dream,
i''d dream that you were here with me now.
forever and always.
I would dream that we never part.
If i could dream the perfect dream,
I''d dream that there are no heart aches
in this world
and that everything would finally fall in to place.
But most of all i would finally realize that dreams
are just dreams.
And that reality is much better then my dreams
because i know i got you by my side
forever.

One last kiss.
One last breath taken away.
My heart shatters.
You say those wicked words.
Tears stroll down my cheeks
Please! Please! Please don't leave.
I love you...
One last smile.
One last heart beat.
My arms are out streached.
I fall to my knees.
Please! Please! Please don't leave!
I love you!
The sun is setiing,
and you walk away.
I hear my heart shatter,
as I cry out your name.
Please! Please! Please dont leave!!!
Lost

I walk my road of life
Trying to get somewhere
But where is some where?
I come to a fork
Which path do I take?
What road is the smarter?
What road is the safer?
Where will they take me?
What do I chose?
But I can't turn back
Now that is the past
this is the story
of a heartbroken girl
her heart beats softly
her eyes so still

her heart was worn
her body ill
she lay in darkness
depression shall kill

her eyes closed tight
a knife in her palm
her grip so still
her mind so calm

her spirit is screaming
release her poor soul
a flash of her hand
awaiting the cold

the warmth of the blood
running down her chest
her beating heart slows
lay her head to rest

the last thing she did
was a terrible crime
she smiled a smile
and screamed her last cry

that was the story
of the heartbroken girl
death holds her softly
her body lay stil
whats to live for if we die anyway?
This pain of losing you.......My heart feels weak.
I sit with a single tear running down my cheek.
As I cry, I feel the pain.
But, without you I am no longer sane
wats it worth?
wats to live for?
wats to fight for?
if u die anyway?

wats to try for?
wats to lie for?
if u get get caught anyway?

wats to see for?
wats to hear for?
if we cant sense it?

wats it worth to u
if we try if were
gonna die?

i hate it when u do this
hate it when we fight
i hate it when ur right
and i am wrong
i hate it when i have to live
with this guilt on my back
i tried so hard
i hate my life
i feel so..so dumb and ignorant too
why couldnt i c wat was rite in front of me?
my special someone =]
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Happy Valentines Day!!!
For all those alone on that special day, dont worry you`ll find that special someone when ur time comes =]