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I always dream of a guy to be sweet and sensitive and will someday love me for me..This was like when i was 12 in a half i am like 14 now..

I was In My English class waiting for my next class because i already finish my work and homework... My Best Friend Was singing this Wonderful song in the world...I looked at her and i was like what are you singing.. She looked at me with wide eyes,It kinda scared me abit so i moved alittle away from her and she looked at me and said" You don't know the Jonas Brothers,..?"
I looked at her with confusion... She frowned at me..That made me kinda sad because i don't like it when people frown,She opened her English book and when i saw your picture i was like man he has the most wonderful eyes i will ever see.. She laughed, she looked at me and said i have the rest in my locker.. i will show you after class i looked at her and i said ok i said can i have that picture. of nick and she looked at me and looked at the picture.. She said sure i don't like nick as much as i love joe i looked at her with confusion again she frowned even harder.. that made me almost ruined my day i don't like seeing people sad it's to upseting..

As soon as the bell rang for class she showed me the inside of her locker i was like wow.. i was speachless.. i saw the most amazing picture of you nick you were on your knees with a micerphone in your hands and at the top of it it said help find a cure for type 1 diabeates i cryed she looked at me and said why are you crying? i looked at her and i said do u know how serious diabeates can be..? she looked at me with confusion this time... i said this in a hushed tone.."It can kill you" she looked at me and was tearing up i looked at her and she said i really did not think of that..she said i just like nicks looks i read some more in her locker it said on another picture of nick it was a tiny one it said cute sensitive one.I nearly went crazy i said to her i been waiting for a guy who was sensitive and sweet i almost passes out she looked at me and laughed.. but all i wanted to know was more about you nick and i know that you love your fans and you made a song about your type 1 dibeates...

I Pray for you nick hopeing to find a cure and when i though of why you made the song i said god gave him the knowledge of that song telling him just a little bit longer knowing you will be cured.. that made me so happy..

I may love your brothers because they take so good care of you i never want to see you ill or anything like that.. I Love You Nick.. Not because of the good looks because your the most sensitve guy i ever read about because i never met you.. some day i will meet you and tell you how much i love you knowing your safe and unharmed..

Love with care, Your biggest fan..."Sarah"