Alone, always alone. I share this body with myself and myself only. This heart of mine is mine and mine only, and this mind of mine, only I can read it.
I have found some form of inner peace with myself, and though I love and adore my solitude and my peace... I find myself cursed with loneliness. Solitude is a moment where I can find enlightment, peace a moment where I can relax. Loneliness stabs at my heart though as my solitude can do nothing and as my peace is broken at the sight.
Lonely... My body is lonely, I've yet to know the embrace of one I have yet to love with all my heart. Still pondering upon what a kiss feels to one's lips, how one's tender loving arms are when they wrap around you or how it feels to hold the one you love in your own embrace.
My heart is lonely, unable to open itself up without fear, without doubt. Unable to share it's pain and it's joys with a person. Unable to do anything but do it's best to support me and to survive through these moments of loneliness that sometimes arises within me.
My mind is lonely, without anyone capable of sensing my thoughts, my needs, my emotions. With an unfortunate ability to use subtleties, technicalities, subterfuge and the like. Having no one capable of knowing me, reading me properly and seeing through my lies to embrace me and my entirety.
Perhaps I have none other to curse then myself, a shy personality does no good, for a hopeless romantic. Let loneliness set itself in, let my nostalgic memories purge the cold strings of ice from my veins, and let the gentle caress of solitude and peace return to me.
I shall percevere and I shall strive on forward, with the hopes to find a person to love, and if I am lucky, to have that person love me and rid me of this loneliness which pains me. Though silence and solitude will most likely remain my boons, loneliness is still a curse upon my heart that I endure and learn from. All the while, making a moment in the future to turn even sweeter to my eyes.
Again, I write off the top of my mind, and quite with boredom.
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[ Forever: Art of life ] Through the eyes of the Beast of Blood, Malice.
I am but a simple guy, I still have a lot to learn, a lot to see... So therefore, I shall try to impart all that I know and do my best as well... That is, I shall try to give you all I know, and all I've seen, about this strange art which is life.
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