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Those idiot seventh grade percussionists don't know what they hell they're doing!

And one of them is just a nuisance! He doesn't follow the rules, he tries to do things he's not allowed to do (play the beginning of a cadence one of my sections members wrote, among other things), and he doesn't respect us. Well, mainly me, but I have an explanation for that.

He's Mormon. In the Mormon religion, women are looked down upon. And since I'm the only girl in a 10-person percussion section that includes both seventh and eighth graders, he takes it upon himself to make fun of me and insult me every oppourtunity he gets.

And I hate him. He's not too bad of a player sometimes, but he is just ANNOYING. I really just want to shoot the guy! He has no respect for upper classman, none at all! Even two of my section mates who he should be respecting immensially, he's not doing that! Doesn't he realize that come high school, we can stop him from doing a lot of things? Obviously not!!!!!

And one of the percussionists in the lower band, and even though he's bigger than I am by a large amount, he still doesn't know proper conduct for pep rally's.

And I'm ticked 'cause both my brother AND my dad are sick. We tried to have pizza for dinner, but that didn't really work because we HAD no pizza. The last time the family ate pizza I wasn't even at home, and I ALWAYS put pizza on the list if I take the last one.

Anyway, I had to deal with that. Then my brother's yelling at me to wash the dishes. When he's sick, he should just stay upstairs, in his room. Don't go into the kitchen. You'll infect the food with your sicky germs.

And I had a history pre-test today that even though I got a B (minus) on, it still ticked me off 'cause she's giving us two days to prepare for the damn thing!

So I have to make up a totally new study schedule. Which pretty much means not very much computer time, so I'll have to limit the amount of time I'm actually on Gaia, 'cause I have to type up some stuff for school (UIL crap).

And I have to study more, go to bed earlier, wake up earlier so I can go tutorials and study more (grrrrr), and do a bunch of crap that I really don't want to do, but have to do anyway. Rawr.

And it's also the whole I'm-the-only-girl-in-my-section thing, too. It bugs me, it really does. To two members of my section, I'm one of them. No problem there. But the other two in my band's section... well...

One of them, his girlfriend broke up with him like... a week ago Monday (today's Wednesday). And the other one has never had a girlfriend (and probably never will). But it's annoying, because even though the one that had a girlfriend doesn't enjoy annoying me, the other one does.

They don't tell me things that I need to know, like if the band director wants us ALL to go out and practice stupid cadences. Who died and made you section leader? Obviously not me!

But it would look bad to have a female section leader. It makes other people think that the section sucks (which would be a bad thing). Besides, I can pretend to be a boy during UIL. Tie my hair back, no high heels (those things KILL my feet), and i can probably get away with it.

But it's annoying, because they don't respect me, not even a little! It's so freaking FRUSTRATING to have to go to school with idiot boys who half the time don't even know how I'm feeling at the time.

We were good friends in sixth grade, but we're all different now. We pretty much grew apart. But one of them I'm getting along with better now... *shrug*

Kitty, if you comment on this, so help me God, I will tell people who you like. (I'm really not in a good mood right now, so if you're smart, you won't comment on my rant)