Between, not being talked to and them turning their backs to me, something is lost. Maybe a friendship.
And it hurts me to say that four of my friends are doing this to me. And it hurts. And they can't see that. I cried for all night from the IM to when I woke up Corinne. I know that you are not allowed but you don't know my side. Did you even take time from your wonderful and unproblematic family and life to think that maybe my family has problems too?
No? Yeah that's what I thought. And here's anything for you. Why would I want that kind of attention? I wanted attention from my mom and that's all. I'm not a sick little child that likes it. And does it all the time.
Well. Now I only have Haley and Kane. Which Mr. Harts says that it's kind of sad. I don't want it to be like this. Having Haley to choose between us. Because I don't want to be near someone I can't talk to. And yeah maybe we can be friends again when you finally see that I'm HAPPY!! But that's whatever to me. If you won't talk to me. Then don't. But a conversation has to have two people trying to communicate. So when(if you ever do) you can talk to me, you might get a cold shoulder like you give me now.
Haley. I'm sorry for all this. But you know how I feel. And you know what I am doing. And you know that this is stupid. And I really am sorry
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