Everything and everyone I like, ends up hateing me, useing me or leaves.( Or all of them combined)
Im not tring to be a depressed wanna be, nor am I saying my life sucks. I know I have been blessed with a great life. Still there are moments I just want to cry with frustration! I am a nice person, I know I am! Why am I nice? I try so hard to maintain an image, to not offend ANYONE. This makes me go back into my shell, only comeing out at the chane of being accepted. I know who I am and what I like but I alter those and contridit myself to be accepted.
Im not a intresting person, nor good looking, nor that bright. I just want to met someone who can share comfortiable silence with me. Someone who just accepts that this is the way I am, and thats how they want me to be.
Theres no way to describe what Im feeling right now...well I guess 2 words kinda
just deep upset and empty
I just feel so empty and want to cry
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~Life of a Fox Queen~
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