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two point of life have reached me. first will i love or hate. second am i ready? tired of not wanting a good relationship but i always fear of not being the true person i am and end up only being a shell to hid ones problems. to bad i am to self conchies to realize what true love is but understanding it it's more than just words it's a complete mental grasp that tacks over your entire judgment but can ripped out other feelings . Your only 22 Kole get a grip is all i say to myself reminding that you want to be a racer and don't need the stress but it only work half the time the rest i'm all alone inside an always afraid of one simple word LOVE but it can bring me more pain when i see a girl and become attracted to her but what do i know love for racing stands in the way.