Today and tomorrow ought to prove very interesting. This entire week has been one major trial after another. Patience and anger always seem to be side by side dont they? When I am experiencing one, the other is standing right there to tempt me to go to the other side. Being angry is healthy for me if there is something to be angry about. However, whenever Im angry I still feel tempted to be calm and do or say nothing and just watch crap unfold. How come when Im calm with no anger in sight, someone ALWAYS has to come in and piss me the hell off? Am I so sensitive when Im calm that everything pisses me off? WTF? even thinking about it pisses me off.
Being a troll slayer is not always easy nor is it always fun. I am still me way down deep and the title "me" is a very calm gentle person. If you dont believe me ask my enemies or people I have been furious with. I may have spoken harsh words but I spoke the truth and only hoped to get my point across so the other person would see something other than their point of view. This, in the end is a kind thing to do. It opens the minds of closed minded people and helps create harmony among groups.
Knowing that both calm and anger are side by side within me only makes my job easier when the time comes. It doesnt mean I have to like it huh?
