Babies are creepy...
Little squished up faces, with little fingers that grab at you, and little toes that scrunch up, and little mouths that spit and slober on things... Just so... Little. It creeps me out.
Women usually think babies are cute. They see one and immediately go "Oooo~~! Baaaby!!!" and do the cooing and the baby talk ("You are so cute! Yes you are!! Yes you aaare~!" wink But I see a baby and think "OMG BABY!" And want to get away from the crying pooping thing as fast as possible.
Now with my best friend having a baby on the way... This... fear, if you will, poses a problem. I can just see the birthday stories now. "When you were a baby I thought you were creepy. No particular reason...You just were." It's like: "Uh... Wow! Thanks, nice to now you basically hated my guts when I was born." Least that's how it sounds to me.
IDK maybe I'll be like those dads that are all: Oh, great we're going to have a kid... yaaay meee... But then they see their little baby boy/girl and they're immediately in love with them. I'll see little baby Kairi (Oh yeah, we're naming her freaking Kairi. biggrin ) and I'll kind of... melt and go "Wow... This is my god daughter. My little 'I get to spoil her rotten because I can' god daughter." She'll basically be my niece. Britt and I have already decided we're going to raise her to know me as Aunty Misse. LAWL
It's weird... I'm excited for April, and yet at the same time I'm freaked out of my mind because there will be this little thing in our lives now. It won't be just me and Britt, it'll be me, Britt, and BABY... I never thought I'd be dealing with this kind of stuff when I'm still so young. But hey, s**t happens.
Kitty Fetish
...The girls are divine
Class of 09 baby!!!
