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First, Charlene. Talked to her today. So did Jude. And Ganon.
She wanted to know what I meant when I said Guardian (apparently I said it and didn't remember, so I look like a dumbass now.). I told her I couldn't tell her. She said that's fine. She wanted to know if it was normal to see white shapes moving around sometimes. I told her about having Sight, and told her about her being able to see spirits. Then I told her that I could talk to spirits. And Jude talked to her. And then Ganon did on the bus.
So she and I are discussing her power and making friends with the family, etc. I worry about her, though... I don't know if this information is bad or not.

Bloody Massachusetts. Had a dream that I was writing a book called Bloody Massachusetts. It was a colonial battle that I was watching, and John Adams comes running up and hacks this guy's head off. Then turns and hacks off another one's. Then I was watching the scene from the end of the POTC3 movie. Only the colonial soldiers were fighting on the ships, rather than pirates. And then I close the book, and I see on the cover Bloody Massachusetts.

Bullshit.
Jeanette's being attacked. God heard, and he's tracked her down, and from what I can tell, he's marked her. So that any of his servants can identify her when they come close. I don't... this part, I don't know what to do about. It was a mistake telling her. I didn't want to tell her. Jude says that he's taking full responsibility, but that's not fair. I let him into my body; I didn't push him away. I didn't stop him from typing. I didn't stop him from talking to her on the phone. I didn't stop it. And it's my fault that she's being attacked now.
Angels, whispering about her. Saying, and I quote, from what she's told me, 'Is this her?' and 'What should we do with her?'. And a bruise that comes and goes, shaped like a circle with a stick protruding from it that's more prominent in the dark.
I don't know how to help her. I don't know what more I can do. Ganon's trying to comfort me right now. He says 'Every great general makes mistakes. What makes them great is how they rectify the situation.' But how do I fix what I don't know how to fix? How do I save someone so far away? How do I protect her? What.... what should I do?
I recognize the fact that I don't know for sure what is attacking her. But taking into consideration the fact that nothing like this ever happened to her before I told her, and we only have one enemy, really, then I think this is the most conclusive answer I can come up with.