I kinda don't know how I feel about this.
I can't decide if he likes me or not.
I think so.
But he might just be talking because he had nothing better to do.
Or just because "whatever".
Yeah.
He's kinda too small for me.
Though he is stronger than me.
But I'm fat.
Omg.
I think I'm like 180 now.
During the summer I was like 155.
I don't know what happened.
School started and I gained a hell a lot.
It's probably because of P.E. and Cross Country.
It's probably all muscle mass.
But...
I still feel fat.
I still feel huge.
I really need new pants.
Because none of them fit me anymore. Or they have rips in the crotch. Which sucks!
I need a new suit.
And some new skirts.
I wish I was cuter.
And had bigger boobs.
Yeah.
...
I'm pretty sure I'm a loser.
And a nerd.
And I'm not sure if I'm really going to find anybody who really likes me.
I'm just going to find people who like me because it benefits them.
Yeah...
Sometimes.
I really wish that I didn't have to deal with life.
 Amster · Mon Jan 19, 2009 @ 03:10am · 0 Comments |
