i have a reason to forget you now.
i have a reason to keep hunting to. i have to keep them in line so no one gets hurt.
yes its time to forget. but you know it won't be that easy. its easy for you to say cause you didn't care in the first place. but hard for me to do because i was stupid enough to love somebody with emotional problems who will go with any girl because of "lust" as you so calmly put it.
i have friends who need me to be strong for them because i am what they look up to.
im so stupid for having fallen in love with you and not listening to my good friends and family. i learned a very important lesson, that as much as i hate it, i should listen to my family first.
as for my friends talking crap about you. well. its no less than you deserve and i don't really care if thats what they want to do. im not one to rule their lives..
im stupid for not looking for the real friends. and im very sorry for splitting you two in the first place. lesson well learned. never help and a*****e who doesn't want to be helped.
do yourself a favor and stay with her forever and ever and ever. shes the only one you've ruined enough so that shes willing to be your recall girl. shes the only one thats screwed up enough to deal with your "unstableness" and "confusion" meaning... your games, your lust, your unworthy pride. but only because shes jsut like you. and you can't take a girl who is smarter and wiser. please never put any other girl through the s**t that you just threw to me. its sick. keep it with the girl who is already immune to it. you tamed her well.
im done aaron. im threw. i have a family. and great friends that need me for me.. not for sex.
The greatest thrill is not to kill... but to let live.
sometimes..................
NIghtRose hunter.
 twilight_raven919 · Wed Jan 14, 2009 @ 03:35am · 2 Comments |
