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I have this fake boyfriend. Named Matt Good... He's a real person..but he doesn't know that I exist...=( I wish I had a real Boyfriend.. Oh well, what can I do life happens. I feel like whenever I see an appealing boy to me...I feel like he never see's me... I'm dense when it comes to guys, I like.. It's really hard to even talk to them or look them in the eye.. But I know I'm much more hyperactive when I'm not around an appealing guy/boy.. Jeez...I'm real dense.