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Anything else you want to add to my misery?

Like what, having three consecutive love interests after (and technically, BEFORE) our break-up, which, as I may recall, was just this last couple of months?

Great. You waMme to give a handshake? Well, congratulations! You had successfully ripped me apart. Thanks a lot for that.

I’m not bitter! I’m just hurt! When will you ever stop crushing me? Haven’t you had enough of me yet to still continue stepping on my dignity when you know I’m already digging under? I’m sick and tired of grieving. I hope you realize how hard it is for me to see you with another. But PLEASE, just at least make it more serious and quit playing along with gurls!

I’ve seen her twice. From the first time I met her, I already knew she has something for you. *ugh! A woman’s instinct. How could that be wrong? And I knew it, deep within, that you also WANT to return the attention. Her attention.

How could I be wrong. You are SO predictable. Haaay. You hit me hard. A bull’s eye. You want an award for that?

Will you try to be happy without hurting me? Just AT LEAST don’t let me know everything. Don’t let me know anything.

I’d be happier without knowing you’re with someone else. And how I wish I could drag and save up all my memories to a USB, for a temporary peace of mind, and just upload it back until such time when remembering wouldn’t hurt anymore.

I have nothing against either of you. In fact, I’m happy she’s your chosen one. I’ve felt her coming the first time I saw her, and I knew all along she’ll be one of those who’ll come between the both of us. I just hope you’ll not be the one being collected and toyed with. Just keep your heart safe and happy.

Be happy.