Something pretty terrible has happened to me. Last sunday I was betrayed by one of my best friends. Ok so it's not really betrayal... Buti anyways I was and probably still am in love with a best friend of mine. I've adored him for the last 6 months. That's how long we've been BFs. Well...were BFs. So I told him I liked him a while ago and he said he kinda liked me too. But we decide to just stay friends. We got reall close in the last month and a half. We had out lil moments. Like we fell asleep together in our friends back seat. But last sunday he told me flat out he doesnt like me. After leading me on and telling me he kinda like me. I was and might still be heart broken. I'm not even upset that he doesnt like me, I'm upset that he lead me on with no intention of being more than friends. So I'm not friends with him anymore and it sucks because we have all the same friends. He totally ruined everything.
Our lessons: 1. Make everything clear and dont assume. 2. You never really know someone. 3. I'm too young for a relationship.
And that end my rant for tonight.
Be bad, break the rules, get caught and make it count, 'cause you're only young once.
Koneko-Tsuki · Sat Dec 06, 2008 @ 05:43am · 1 Comments |