I carved all this s**t into my arm and it's stinging like the fire of hell. I'm happy cause my parents finally left, after causing my fourth breakdown this week and making me feel like s**t on their way out.I'm trying not to burst into tears because that checkmark's about an inch to an inch and a half deep, and they can't take me to the doc cause grams's scared that they'll take me away from her-and they will if they see that. She put this weird stuff on it so that they would be able to heal in peace without the bandaids because I kept scratching the scabs-bandaids and all right off(bandaids make me scratch).At the moment I'm just venting to simmer down before I throw this damn computer at the wall and hurt the house again.I was punching the wall in my breakdown and now my knuckles are turning purple again, which also makes me happy cause purple's my favorite color XD!The only GOOD THING in this week was now that me being emo is out in the open I'm not so guiltily scared and nervous around them now.
 ArtVamp_Reject · Sun Nov 30, 2008 @ 06:30pm · 3 Comments |
