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These are my wounds, my pain.
Your greed, your gain.
And these scars do bleed.
You stay away from me!

You know what? I'm all I got.
You will leave me to rot.
You want me? Try to help me?
Hell no! Leave me!

I flare up, I burn up
And you just won't shut up.
You come close, I'm ******** up
Leave me be to dry up.

I yell at you! Punch you!
Kick and scream, "To hell with you!"
Just so I can't see you!
Just so I can't be with you!

You know hate is no fun
It kills like a poison.
I'm an infected one
Go away and stay gone!

I loved you! I hate you!
I can't stand the sight of you!
You don't know what I've been through!
Drowning in my thoughts of you!

It was my life! Your tries!
My heart! Your disguise!
Our dreams! Our times!
Your screams! My cries!

But it was ruined and burned!
The tables of life have been turned!
I don't know how the ******** you lured
Me into being oh-so-sure!

But why do I miss you?
I'm the one who hates you!
I will never forgive you!
I don't want you, so ******** you!

I'm lost, you're not
You're my road block!
I can't believe I forgot
You're still in my thoughts!

Get out! Stay out!
Hope I don't come out!
And hit you as I yell and shout
Release the rage you brought about!

These are my ears, my eyes!
My truths! Your lies!
You infect! Dissect!
This pain I will never forget!

You broke me! Ripped me!
You started the virus, see?
I hate you, go away from me!
Let this hate virus kill me!