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why does it seems it will never come true

love is a very powerfull thing even for me.I have dreams of finding my true love but when i awake i know its not true.Since then a very powerful spell has sweeped upon me.Living in agany and thinking of my true love,I turn goth.I dont like it but it feals me.I wish it would go away but it wont.When i fall asleep,I have a dream.I'm walking on the road someone holding my hand.I stare up at the full shining moon then turn around.I see my love holding me close.I stare into his face and see him.The guy i like.We stop and i look at him.He kisses me passionetly and i smile.He says to me i love you and i just blush then i awake knowing it will never come true.Its the same routin everday and night waking up dissapointed then im happy then at night i turn miserable and goth.Love is very powerfull.If you dont have it you feal hopeless.The spell dosent go away.Someone close to you has to make it go away.Someone has for me but it has come back.I will live like this for an enternity until my true love comes and takes me away.