rawr rawr. i wake up to this almost every morning, but today it was extremely upsetting. my mother yelling at my sisters, my sisters sucking up to her, my mother yelling back at them for trying to suck up, and me, laying in bed, so tired i might just fall right back into that endless sleep void. but alas, no sleeping for me! my room is the next place my mother will be using to vent her anger and i do NOT need that at all.
i quietly get up out of my wonderfully warm bed and my skin prickles at the cold air around me. i quickly make my way to our lovely bright yellow bathroom and wash my terribly pimply face. then i fix my hair (which is enomous and curly 4laugh ) and put clothes on. yes yes i spend to much of the time not fully clothed i know! i hear that everyday so DONT NAG. after clothing myself in the the most elegant way i can (meaning jeans, t-shirt, mardi gras beads, star earrings, mismatch socks, jacket, arm band, bandana,.... oh the list goes on and on) i sit on my bed and cry big juicy tears for my lack of makeup. *mourning* curse that darn mother for banning me from the use of makeup!
after that lovely bit of crying, i crawl out my window and sit in the grass writing poems. then i notice a spider. eek
i slowly stand up
the spider moves quickly towards me, then stops
i stand there for 5 more minutes, in terror, and it smiles at me.
wait, it SMILES at me?!
OH GOD RUUUNNN!
and i jump back into my room and shut the window as fast as lightning.
i peer out the window and the spider is shaking..... with laughter.
wait, why is it laughing?
*answers self* "its laughing because you are a pathetic idiot"
*frowns and closes blinds*
rawr.
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i daydream about kenny for a couple hours.... while playing some vampire game on the internet.
then i stop playing and daydream about him some more. 3nodding
then ~POOF~
there he is! kenny! my love! how did he get in my room though? (answer: he is now ninja ninja )
"hey" he says. and of couse my answer to that is *GLOMP*
he sits down and i sit in his lap, totally blissful. we kiss for hours on end and i finally start using my head and realize he lives out of town and how is he going to get back?!
*he smiles*
"im not going back, im staying here with you"
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and now he lives in my closet, and i wont lie, its pretty nice in there. of course, he doesnt sleep there..... xd
ah i am out of time, ill write again tomorrow. maybe. ugh most likely not i have CHURCH. and youth group.
(p.s. you may have noticed i didnt eat anything, i dont like food unless it is sweets or blood or something i have grown particularly fond of. but today i havent eaten anything)
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